YOURS TRULY 🍂

Now a days 
I spend most of my time .....THINKING 
more of thinking.. what am I thinking 
Cells exploding ,
Is it the teenage thrust 
Buffling through the soars 
Wanting to write 
Wanting to cry out 
Donno know what 
But want to 

The souls sleeping 
With its mouth open 
Don't know from how long ,
But maybe cause you didn't wanted to listen what it said.. when u were in  dilemma and it wanted to help 
Tired it slept ....as you do always, when you are tired of thinking ..dreaming ..
Thinking... of good and bad 
Thinking ...of people and perspective 
Thinking... of thinking of people 
Thinking... of breeze of nature 
Or ...
Is it just in name of thinking you wander in the life .....so called "life " 

Wanna write, ...but what 
Wanna scream , ...but high 
Wanna drown ,...but swim 
Wanna fall , ...but fly 
What not can we not perceive 
In this breathless, lifeless , ling ,small 
"LIFE" 
But here we stand ,naked 
With our soars thinking .. .. ..
Just thinking .  ... ...what to do 
What to write 
How to scream 
Why to drain 
Need to fly 
Wanna fall 

And mostly.. .... what to think!


Yet again with 
Words so high 
I think they ain't even mine !