Hey bups ! :-)

Today she came up suddenly,  with her eyes teared up ,which usually blooms with leg pullings of mine..
N then I sat up searching for my pen , so that I don't miss any with any of the words she says ..
" Are friends for real !??" She cried
"The ppl I used to consider one are just passing by ,
Did they even notice , they lost me
Or is it just me finding that 2012 person in them "

With those bluish eyes, she continued pouring her heart
"Were they with me just for benefits,
Just cause I was of some use to them ,
Just cause they could pull out marks out of me for themselves,
Was it not pure ? Whatever it was to be called as 'friendship' ..was it not!!? "
And until then my eyes started turning blue 

I just stood there speechless, which she took as a sign of a good listener ...at last someone was there ...as always ...some one constant (maybe ) , to listen to her blabber .

But .. I knew that this time I had no words worth to form consolement for her

She had lost some of her "mine " from her side 

Haha ppl get hands to hold ..n just because they are new ...they go 👣

She just murmured the last words before vanishing again into her blueishness
" Is there even this thing called 'real friends ? '

She didn't even wait for n answer n turned .. maybe she found her answer in her past "mines "

But "ain't I the one " stuck in my throat .

"Don't find the one you need , be the one they need " .
Okay . Done . Cry .