~ lived and lost

 

It's like I'm living this life through you
Or are you life
Or is it just yet another sand moulded into some heap 
The days the nights
The winds the lights
The questions the answers
Still whole I intrest nobody
That cheerful smile with plasters and bandages on thoughts
The mourns the soars
That dance at 3 when lights dim
Everybody has a secret
Everybody is a secret

I watch them from my pillow
Pouring melody into ears through wires
With screen in front of these soar salty eyes
Blurring the image of self ,that's forming on that blind screen that's blinding me with its brightness
More brighter than the stars that's behind the salts
Can you see them ?
What do you see ?
Or are you being that lake from the alchemist who just wanna see yourself at that end too

The weight of these sheets on chest seems more heavier than the thought of the end .
The loosing audacity to trouble this cage to hold breath

And there comes the rise through all of this , the gold on face saying let's try one more time
may you fall here again at the dawn
with these melodious wires
that blinding screen
this salty eyes ,
may it be the last

May you find the pieces to fill those interstices
through this sleep
through this song
In that turn you took away from the screen
May that mosaic be filled in every possible way
Before the end
Or is this the end .