Déjà vu

 

When I said I want to dance around aimlessly to a song made in my head 

You said I should stop the beat and learn to walk

We aren't here for artlessness tho 

Simply rules your enforced, like a jailor guarding my impulse living to serve, which is the antonym of me. 

But sometimes I sing a little

A little louder 

Turning your rigidity to frenzy 

One day l will sing so loud dancing to crack your floors, your ambitions about me

I will sing so loud to deafen you 

One day you will sip your tea

Thinking she'd still be here if I had let her dance a little

Everyone you idolize wakes up scared to be themselves sometimes

Little things are never as little 

Of course, I remember

People apologizing for things that happened a long time ago 

A calmed nervous system when around them 

Chopped fruits from parents 

Being asked for your opinion

Texting first "you were right" 

When they pay attention to what you show them "I feel the same way".